it's just another life, no?

Right now I just feel I have to write and so I do. I'm writing this for myself and to myself, I don't mean to write for someone else now, but maybe some of you out there are feeling the same sensations I am feeling, so that's why I'm writing publicly, because where are not alone....

Lately I'm thinking about my life and art... what's the relationship between them? What I rationally think is that art is what I want to do in my life... but is that the reality? is it what I really want to do?
Because if so, why am I so stuck?... feeling depress because I cannot produce something I really like, something I really want to.
I know the way to be an artist is long, maybe so long that will take a life and more, but what I don't understand is why I'm not able to be more determined, to carry on working on my art. The thing I hate more is that I can be so determined and strong while I work (I hate my job), but not when I should do something I really love...
Some personal trainer will say is just in my mind... thanks a lot: I perfectly know that!bha... enough for today, at least I feel better...

Some of u experienced the same? How did u manage that?

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Artist, Poet and Photographer.

Renton is a person in love with Art who lives trying to make every single day an unforgettable event